Farah’s Blog

It was a Sunday morning on 12 Aug 2007. Usually my family and I went for breakfast at Tg Tokong..Makan nasi lagi..tapi serius sedap kat sana. Dah bertahun berkampung makan pagi kat sana..tapi today lain pulak citernye..It was a sad tragedy happened to our family..Shamsul Norizman (Bei Sham) passed away peacefully on a car xcident.. What a tragic!!

I was informed by my dad on Sunday around 3 am, that Bei Sham was critical in the hospital.. I cannot sleep dat night..Deep in my mind, I wanna go and see him but i saw my baby effy was sleeping i said to myself tomorrow first thing in the morning I want to visit him at the hospital just to see him and if I can, I wanna talk to him..But around 9 am (i guess-x tengok jam pun) I received a call from my youngest sis, syaheeda.."Bunash, Bei sham dah takde". I started crying and crying until my hubby tanya nape ni? I said gosh, Bei Sham dah meninggal.. Terus x keruan my hubby and ask me to siap cepat.

Sampai je rumah my mom, terus I nampak my auntie (Khalaton, Bei Sham’s Mom)..Muka dia nampak terkenangkan arwah anak dia..Terus peluk and suruh dia bersabar.. Dia peluk aku and said ’subhanallah" Aku nangis sambil peluk dia..i dunno what to say just kata bersabar ada hikmah disebalik kejadian tersebut. Right now I can’t imagine what will happen to his 3 kids, Mohd Faris Akmal (9 years old), Ifati Hanny (6 years old) and Ifa Syuhada (5 years).  Memandangkan arwah dah bercerai harap anak-anak dia akan selamat dan sempurna dijaga nani dan nana derang..Tapi what can i say..

Jenazah sampai around 2pm. Pertama kali aku tengok wajah arwah tenang.. Setenang air di laut tenang lagi wajahnya.  Sampai skrg wajah arwah terbayang2 di fikiran aku..According to my brother, he was there when the accident happened.  Bei Sham’s car was behind his car at the beginning..Tapi lama kelamaan he cant see arwah’s car..He was wondering what went wrong..So nak x nak dia and arwah’s friend, Badrul, pusing balik.  Bila dah tiba kat tempat kejadian, masyallah, kete iswara putih terbalik and arwah was right beside the car..sambil bernafas tercungap-cungap… Sebelah tangan dia hancur..Terus arwah dibawak ke hospital..At the hospital, Dr. said he was ok and no need to worry coz the head x damage..cuma tangan je..tapi takdir tuhan yang tentukan arwah meninggal akhirnya..

Di rumah aku tengok Faris and Ifahti Hanny start menangis.  I guess Bu Tita (adik arwah) dah citer yang Papa derang dah meninggal..Aku confort them and said..Faris, Ifa, Papa pegi jauh je.. Faris & Ifa jgn nangis nanti Papa sakit lagi tau..Faris and Ifa sembahyang banyak2 and berdoa kat tuhan ok, sayang?Bergenang air mata aku time tu..

Masa mandi mayat, aku x sempat nak pegi sebab effy meragam..Maybe dia pun sedih dengan pemergiaan uncle dia..Aku cuma sempat tabur bunga atas badan arwah (masa kafan) so do my family yang lain.  Kini kenangan tinggal kenangan bersamanya.. Aku ingat lagi masa dulu kecik-kecik.. Arwah and his sister used to play with us 4 orang adik beradik..yelah we were very closed dat time..pi jogging sama-sama, mandi laut and also he used to teach me..Arwah was a bright student masa kat PFS dulu.

Semoga segala kenangan bersama arwah tersemat disanubari setiap individu yang mengenali arwah.. To all the muslim friends, family, sedekahkanlah Al-fatihah kepada Arwah.. Semoga arwah ditempatkan dalam golongan orang-orang yang beriman.. AMIN

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