Diatas Bumi Ini Ku Berpijak

Pada Jiwa Yg Tenang Dihariku

Tak Pernah Ada Duka Yg Terlintas

Ku Bahagia

Ingin Ku Lukis Semua Hidup Ini

Dengan Cinta Dan Cita Yg Terindah

Masa Muda Yg Tak Pernah Kan Mendung

Ku Bahagia

Dalam Hidup Ini

Arungi Semua Cerita

Indahku

Saat2 Remaja Yg Terindah Tak Bisa Terulang

Ku Ingin Nikmati

Semua Jalan Yg Ada Di Hadapku

‘kan Kutanamkan Cinta Tuk Kasih Ku Agar

Ku Bahagia

THE 4 WIVES

Once upon a time there was a rich King who had four wives. He loved the 4th wife the most and adored her with rich robes and treated her to the finest of delicacies. He gave her nothing but the best.

He also loved the 3rd wife very much and was always showing her off to neighboring kingdoms. However, he feared that one day she would leave Him for another. 

He also loved his 2nd wife. She was his confidant and was always kind, considerate and patient with him. Whenever the King faced a problem, he could confide in her, and she would help him get through the difficult times. 

The King’s 1st wife was a very loyal partner and had made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and kingdom. However, he did not love the first wife.  Although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of her! 

One day, the King fell ill and he knew his time was short. He thought of His luxurious life and wondered, I now have four wives with me, but when I die, I’ll be all alone.

"Thus, he asked the 4th wife, "I loved you the most, endowed you with the finest clothing and showered great care over you. Now that I’m dying, will you follow me and keep me company?" "No way!" replied the 4th wife, and she walked away >without another word. Her answer cut like a sharp knife right into his heart.

The sad King then asked the 3rd wife, "I loved you all my life. Now that I’m dying; will you follow me and keep me company?" "No!" replied the 3rd wife. "Life is too good! When you die, I’m going to remarry! "His heart sank and turned cold. 

He then asked the 2nd wife, "I have always turned to you for help and you’ve always been there for me. When I die, will you follow me and keep me company?" "I’m sorry, I can’t help you out this time!" replied the 2nd wife. "At the very most, I can only walk with you to your grave." Her answer struck him like a bolt of lightning, and the King was devastated.

Then a voice called out: "I’ll go with you. I’ll follow you no matter Where you go. "The King looked up, and there was his first wife. She was very skinny as she suffered from malnutrition and neglect. Greatly grieved, the King said, "I should have taken much better care of you when I had the chance!"

In truth, we all have the 4 wives in our lives:  Our 4th wife is our body. No matter how much time and effort we lavish in making it look good, it will leave us when we die.  Our 3rd wife is our possessions, status and wealth. When we die, it will all go to others.  Our 2nd wife is our family and friends. No matter how much they have been there for us, the furthest they can stay by us is up to the grave. And our 1st wife is our Soul. Often neglected in >pursuit of wealth, power and pleasures of the world.  However, our Soul is the only thing that will follow us where ever we go. Cultivate, strengthen and cherish it now, for it is the only part of us that will follow us to the throne of God and continue with us throughout eternity.

Mirai E

THIS SONG IS DEDICATED TO ARWAH BEI SHAM

Artist: Puff Daddy
Song: I’ll Be Missing You

(feat. 112, Faith Evans)

(Intro: Puff Daddy)

Yeah… this right here (tell me why)
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved (c’mon, check it out)

(Verse One: Puff Daddy)

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain’t always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can’t express what you mean to me
Even though you’re gone, we still a team
Through your family, I’ll fulfill your dream (that’s right)
In the future, can’t wait to see
If you’ll open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it’s real, feelings hard to conceal
Can’t imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death

(chorus: Faith Evans)

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
I’ll be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
I’ll be missing you

(Puff) I miss you Big

(Verse Two: Puff Daddy)

It’s kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smilin down (eheh)
Watchin us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Til the day we meet again
In my heart is where I’ll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts Big I just can’t define (can’t define)
Wish I coul turn back the hands of time
Us in the six, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Makin hits, stages they receive you on
Still can’t believe you’re gone (can’t believe you’re gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you’re life, after death

(chorus)

(Faith Evans) Somebody tell me why

(Interlude: Faith Evans)

One black morning
When this life is over
I know
I’ll see your face

(Outro: 112)

Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
(Puff) Every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
(Puff) Is a day that I get closer
(Puff) To seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
(Puff) We miss you Big… and we won’t stop
Every move I make, every single day
(Puff) Cause we can’t stop… that’s right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
(Puff) We miss you Big

It was a Sunday morning on 12 Aug 2007. Usually my family and I went for breakfast at Tg Tokong..Makan nasi lagi..tapi serius sedap kat sana. Dah bertahun berkampung makan pagi kat sana..tapi today lain pulak citernye..It was a sad tragedy happened to our family..Shamsul Norizman (Bei Sham) passed away peacefully on a car xcident.. What a tragic!!

I was informed by my dad on Sunday around 3 am, that Bei Sham was critical in the hospital.. I cannot sleep dat night..Deep in my mind, I wanna go and see him but i saw my baby effy was sleeping i said to myself tomorrow first thing in the morning I want to visit him at the hospital just to see him and if I can, I wanna talk to him..But around 9 am (i guess-x tengok jam pun) I received a call from my youngest sis, syaheeda.."Bunash, Bei sham dah takde". I started crying and crying until my hubby tanya nape ni? I said gosh, Bei Sham dah meninggal.. Terus x keruan my hubby and ask me to siap cepat.

Sampai je rumah my mom, terus I nampak my auntie (Khalaton, Bei Sham’s Mom)..Muka dia nampak terkenangkan arwah anak dia..Terus peluk and suruh dia bersabar.. Dia peluk aku and said ’subhanallah" Aku nangis sambil peluk dia..i dunno what to say just kata bersabar ada hikmah disebalik kejadian tersebut. Right now I can’t imagine what will happen to his 3 kids, Mohd Faris Akmal (9 years old), Ifati Hanny (6 years old) and Ifa Syuhada (5 years).  Memandangkan arwah dah bercerai harap anak-anak dia akan selamat dan sempurna dijaga nani dan nana derang..Tapi what can i say..

Jenazah sampai around 2pm. Pertama kali aku tengok wajah arwah tenang.. Setenang air di laut tenang lagi wajahnya.  Sampai skrg wajah arwah terbayang2 di fikiran aku..According to my brother, he was there when the accident happened.  Bei Sham’s car was behind his car at the beginning..Tapi lama kelamaan he cant see arwah’s car..He was wondering what went wrong..So nak x nak dia and arwah’s friend, Badrul, pusing balik.  Bila dah tiba kat tempat kejadian, masyallah, kete iswara putih terbalik and arwah was right beside the car..sambil bernafas tercungap-cungap… Sebelah tangan dia hancur..Terus arwah dibawak ke hospital..At the hospital, Dr. said he was ok and no need to worry coz the head x damage..cuma tangan je..tapi takdir tuhan yang tentukan arwah meninggal akhirnya..

Di rumah aku tengok Faris and Ifahti Hanny start menangis.  I guess Bu Tita (adik arwah) dah citer yang Papa derang dah meninggal..Aku confort them and said..Faris, Ifa, Papa pegi jauh je.. Faris & Ifa jgn nangis nanti Papa sakit lagi tau..Faris and Ifa sembahyang banyak2 and berdoa kat tuhan ok, sayang?Bergenang air mata aku time tu..

Masa mandi mayat, aku x sempat nak pegi sebab effy meragam..Maybe dia pun sedih dengan pemergiaan uncle dia..Aku cuma sempat tabur bunga atas badan arwah (masa kafan) so do my family yang lain.  Kini kenangan tinggal kenangan bersamanya.. Aku ingat lagi masa dulu kecik-kecik.. Arwah and his sister used to play with us 4 orang adik beradik..yelah we were very closed dat time..pi jogging sama-sama, mandi laut and also he used to teach me..Arwah was a bright student masa kat PFS dulu.

Semoga segala kenangan bersama arwah tersemat disanubari setiap individu yang mengenali arwah.. To all the muslim friends, family, sedekahkanlah Al-fatihah kepada Arwah.. Semoga arwah ditempatkan dalam golongan orang-orang yang beriman.. AMIN